Originally Posted by KnightLights
Not gonna lie.
Without my hypomania... I never feel as creative or as intelligent. In fact I feel like a moron.
For every person who tells me I didn't read something when I ask a question.
The truth is... Is the brain fog side effects often makes me unable to learn via written word at times.
With meds I feel handicapped...
I skip over information. It's frustrating and upsetting... Hence video podcasts are a easier way for me to learn.
I've often wondered if taking yohimbine to trigger hypomania would work.
Controlling mania would be amazing...
Trust me I've thought about that for years. A controlled low level hypomanic state would be AWESOME. I don't know if it's possible.
Note: My depression probably puts a negative slant on everything. I am in the best shape I've ever been.
It does. Even if objectively things aren't taht bad, depression makes you parse it in a way that is somehow.